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Four Years Worth

by Peter Bec

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1.
Fully Living 04:38
Tell me are we strange? Do you have a thirst for thirsty living? Do you like your air covered in smoke, tasting like peaches and ash? Does a shot of some vodka make you a big talker? Do you like new people and old treasured places? Kissing alone in the pool And if you feel real bored I can cure you of that. But if you feel real tired then I won't ask you to join me on the phone. I don't like to be alone. We could kill it together We can kick it whenever We can do it where ever Just livin up me and you Acting up just me and you We could kill it together We can kick it whenever We can do it where ever Just livin up me and you Acting up just me and you Kicking and screaming Don't need no drama Don't bring us down with complicated feelings I'll cry in my music, no need to do this now. I'm too young to have a small existence Party till morning. We'll make this night real. Stay up and don't kneel on your knees. And at noon, we'll talk about what's going on But for now, there's no need for this. We could kill it together We can kick it whenever We can do it where ever Just livin up me and you Acting up just me and you We could kill it together We can kick it whenever We can do it where ever Just livin up me and you Acting up just me and you Hold up, I don't want to this now No. We could kill it together We can kick it whenever We can do it where ever Just livin up me and you Acting up just me and you We could kill it together We can kick it whenever We can do it where ever Just livin up me and you Acting up just me and you Oh, do it all night long. Oh, live it up strong.
2.
Rezzin out 04:05
And the beat tells me that I shouldn't go home. And the beat tells me that I shouldn't function right, function right. And the beat tells me that I shouldn't go slow. And the beat tells me that I shouldn't function right, function right. And sure I'd like to be dancing, no strings holding me back, but I've got panic cause you're looking my way. And the beats hit all the right nerves in my brain. And all the drinks break my shame. I've got a low return. This'll take a while. Got a dumb grin hiding underneath my glow, Though I'm rezzin out, dont you know? And the beat tells me that I shouldn't go home. And the beat tells me that I shouldn't function right, function right. And the beat tells me that I shouldn't go slow. And the beat tells me that I shouldn't function right, function right. And sure I've used four at the pinball machine, waiting for you to come and check on me. Two to play my favorite pixies song. Thirty dollars for six nasty shots. I've got a low return. This'll take a while. Got a dumb grin hiding underneath my glow, Though I'm rezzin out, dont you know? And I'm still here. And I'm still here waiting for you to approve. And I'm still here. And I'm still here, Still waiting on you!
3.
To the Beat 02:25
To the beat yo Ehehehe Thats it thats the whole song
4.
Raggedy Anne 03:34
Approval is a drug and I'm a big junkie A ton of shit to work through I’m already twenty. Only half through, jeez am I gifted? The wrongs of the young have left me cold and unlifted. Approval is a drug and I’m a big tweaker A ton of shit to get through, just a nonbeliever No deity to pray too, jeez am I gifted? The wrongs of the young have left me cold and unlifted. Raggedy Anne Faggoty Anne Beaten up and Yellow What a sincere fellow cause they don’t know me Raggedy Anne Faggoty Anne Frayed up and Yellow Just cause I don’t scream Raggedy Anne Faggoty Anne Beaten up and Yellow What a sincere fellow cause they don’t know me Raggedy Anne Faggoty Anne Frayed up and Yellow Just cause I don’t scream So use me and abuse me, as long as I hear that you'll never leave me in the dust, this rusted veneer This liquor makes me sicker, weed just grows my need Vices can’t give me all the cures that my mind needs. So use me and abuse me, as long as I hear that you'll never leave me in the dust, this rusted veneer This liquor makes me sicker, weed just grows my need Vices can’t give me all the cures that my mind needs. No one taught me this world will break you, Rock that, I’ve found a breakthrough Don’t listen to the people who hate you Their words don’t mean shit to sweat and tears Ima do me like all my friends taught me Ima make it and not get cocky. And all those who tried to tear me down Look at me now, you can’t get to me now
5.
Approach 06:14
Here, Here comes the hurricane Space, you’ve come to see me again You’re replacing someone who once was A little bit of hope, a little bit of warmth. Oh Oh Will you be my last tower to build? I just wanted to love for an hour. Say goodbye, walk light All your past gone, your resolve is failing. They had built for so long. Just one slip and it’s back to… An empty place. Here comes the hurricane Space, you’ve come to taunt me again. I stand in this blinding monsoon. Where one comes stepping to stave off the wind In my eyes. Will you be my last tower to build? I just wanted to love for an hour. Say goodbye, walk light All your past gone, your resolve is failing. They had built for so long. Just one slip and it’s back to… An empty place. I was chained in the dark, away from fire. And I had entered the light, And I understood all of it, all of it. Yet when I had to come back to the cave, Where I once stood I couldn’t be that man who knew so little. Couldn’t go back! To that kind of mind…
6.
Carry me so gently Expose me to the air You're the only reason that I still stay here. Call me when you're sober, Show me all the sites. Changing my whole future, figuring out what's life. How to see in color I can't stand your monochrome Yeah I like a little danger now Oh can you lead me that way. How to see in color I can't stand your monochrome Yeah I like a little danger now Oh can you lead me that way. Here i have no future Here I'll never change What's the point of playing when you feel like you're deranged? Trapped by the monotony Taking all my fun Here it goes away, here it goes away. Life keeps shooting past me, I wanna hitch a ride. I'm sad when I come over, well hell at least I tried. Hoping for a reason, a reason that I leave. Just hope that you come with me, just hope that you come with me. How to see in color I can't stand your monochrome Yeah I like a little danger now Oh can you lead me that way. How to see in color I can't stand your monochrome Yeah I like a little danger now Oh can you lead me that way. One Two One Two Three Four I'm going crazy here and I just can't stand it. That I'll never become more than what I am in this moment.
7.
I have a confession to make I have fallen for an idea. The kitchen counter, my stare at the sink I keep whispering why the fear? And as people, we do not sink if we never leave our piers. Where we can grow old and all of us are separated by the ocean here. Because we could be much more than the sum of us alone And I dream a lot, that fate will give us a chance. Yet all I can do is hope you won't reflect the advance of my tiny wooden soldiers that walk to you. The closer a come gets to the Earth the hotter it glows. My heart's bright and have our eyes met when I'm in your ebb and flow? Here she is putting her wish out on a limb. She's already been hurt once, but she... Still tries again. Because we could be much more than the sum of us alone And I dream a lot, that fate will give us a chance. Yet all I can do is hope you won't reflect the advance of my tiny wooden soldiers that walk to you. My heart is laying out. It's all battered and torn. It takes much more time to repair, and try again! Oh why? Oh why? Oh why? Oh why?
8.
Love Lottery 05:54
Oh I can’t speak There’s a ball in my throat. Hurt’s got a grip around my heart. Rejection lays on my chest And I’m breathing in too hard Was I a fool for fantasizing Some kind of dream without realizing That it could all be wishful thinking? Sister tell me I’ll be okay. That the pain will go away and I won’t be afraid to try all over again. What did you say to me when I was younger? Did you tell me love could kill the heart? What did you say to me when I was younger? Did you tell me love didn’t always start The way that I saw it in my head. Chances are fleeting. We cross then we pass. I decided to hold on before you left my grasp. It’s already enough to make the leap. But then comes the lottery. I hope it favors me. If I told you I’d love you whenever Would you turn and leave me forever? The break and the mending, the patching the bearing Of this sincere heart I could close for a while And you would ask me why I’m being so cold to you. What did you say to me when I was younger? Did you tell me love could kill the heart? What did you say to me when I was younger? Did you tell me love didn’t always start The way that I saw it in my head. You hit me hard. Left a hole where I used to be full. Why won’t you look at me the way you look at him? I won’t change myself, but I wish myself was enough. Counting all the reasons why I thought you were saying more.

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released January 19, 2015

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Peter Bec Fullerton, California

A 21 year old queer gamer kid who makes music on the side. Lives in the OC in california.

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