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Fully Living
04:38
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Tell me are we strange?
Do you have a thirst for thirsty living?
Do you like your air covered in smoke, tasting like peaches and ash?
Does a shot of some vodka make you a big talker?
Do you like new people and old treasured places?
Kissing alone in the pool
And if you feel real bored I can cure you of that.
But if you feel real tired then I won't ask you to join me on the phone.
I don't like to be alone.
We could kill it together
We can kick it whenever
We can do it where ever
Just livin up me and you
Acting up just me and you
We could kill it together
We can kick it whenever
We can do it where ever
Just livin up me and you
Acting up just me and you
Kicking and screaming
Don't need no drama
Don't bring us down with complicated feelings
I'll cry in my music, no need to do this now.
I'm too young to have a small existence
Party till morning. We'll make this night real.
Stay up and don't kneel on your knees.
And at noon, we'll talk about what's going on
But for now, there's no need for this.
We could kill it together
We can kick it whenever
We can do it where ever
Just livin up me and you
Acting up just me and you
We could kill it together
We can kick it whenever
We can do it where ever
Just livin up me and you
Acting up just me and you
Hold up, I don't want to this now
No.
We could kill it together
We can kick it whenever
We can do it where ever
Just livin up me and you
Acting up just me and you
We could kill it together
We can kick it whenever
We can do it where ever
Just livin up me and you
Acting up just me and you
Oh, do it all night long.
Oh, live it up strong.
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2. |
Rezzin out
04:05
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And the beat tells me that I shouldn't go home.
And the beat tells me that I shouldn't function right, function right.
And the beat tells me that I shouldn't go slow.
And the beat tells me that I shouldn't function right, function right.
And sure I'd like to be dancing,
no strings holding me back, but I've got panic
cause you're looking my way.
And the beats hit all the right nerves in my brain.
And all the drinks break my shame.
I've got a low return.
This'll take a while.
Got a dumb grin hiding underneath my glow,
Though I'm rezzin out, dont you know?
And the beat tells me that I shouldn't go home.
And the beat tells me that I shouldn't function right, function right.
And the beat tells me that I shouldn't go slow.
And the beat tells me that I shouldn't function right, function right.
And sure I've used four at the pinball machine,
waiting for you to come and check on me.
Two to play my favorite pixies song.
Thirty dollars for six nasty shots.
I've got a low return.
This'll take a while.
Got a dumb grin hiding underneath my glow,
Though I'm rezzin out, dont you know?
And I'm still here.
And I'm still here waiting for you to approve.
And I'm still here.
And I'm still here,
Still waiting on you!
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3. |
To the Beat
02:25
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To the beat yo
Ehehehe
Thats it thats the whole song
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4. |
Raggedy Anne
03:34
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Approval is a drug
and I'm a big junkie
A ton of shit to work through
I’m already twenty.
Only half through, jeez am I gifted?
The wrongs of the young have left me cold and unlifted.
Approval is a drug and I’m a big tweaker
A ton of shit to get through, just a nonbeliever
No deity to pray too, jeez am I gifted?
The wrongs of the young have left me cold and unlifted.
Raggedy Anne
Faggoty Anne
Beaten up and Yellow
What a sincere fellow cause they don’t know me
Raggedy Anne
Faggoty Anne
Frayed up and Yellow
Just cause I don’t scream
Raggedy Anne
Faggoty Anne
Beaten up and Yellow
What a sincere fellow cause they don’t know me
Raggedy Anne
Faggoty Anne
Frayed up and Yellow
Just cause I don’t scream
So use me and abuse me, as long as I hear
that you'll never leave me in the dust, this rusted veneer
This liquor makes me sicker, weed just grows my need
Vices can’t give me all the cures that my mind needs.
So use me and abuse me, as long as I hear
that you'll never leave me in the dust, this rusted veneer
This liquor makes me sicker, weed just grows my need
Vices can’t give me all the cures that my mind needs.
No one taught me this world will break you,
Rock that, I’ve found a breakthrough
Don’t listen to the people who hate you
Their words don’t mean shit to sweat and tears
Ima do me like all my friends taught me
Ima make it and not get cocky.
And all those who tried to tear me down
Look at me now, you can’t get to me now
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5. |
Approach
06:14
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Here, Here comes the hurricane
Space, you’ve come to see me again
You’re replacing someone who once was
A little bit of hope, a little bit of warmth.
Oh
Oh
Will you be my last tower to build?
I just wanted to love for an hour.
Say goodbye, walk light
All your past gone, your resolve is failing.
They had built for so long.
Just one slip and it’s back to…
An empty place.
Here comes the hurricane
Space, you’ve come to taunt me again.
I stand in this blinding monsoon.
Where one comes stepping to stave off the wind
In my eyes.
Will you be my last tower to build?
I just wanted to love for an hour.
Say goodbye, walk light
All your past gone, your resolve is failing.
They had built for so long.
Just one slip and it’s back to…
An empty place.
I was chained in the dark, away from fire.
And I had entered the light,
And I understood all of it, all of it.
Yet when I had to come back to the cave,
Where I once stood
I couldn’t be that man who knew so little.
Couldn’t go back!
To that kind of mind…
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6. |
How to See in Color
04:44
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Carry me so gently
Expose me to the air
You're the only reason that I still stay here.
Call me when you're sober, Show me all the sites.
Changing my whole future, figuring out what's life.
How to see in color
I can't stand your monochrome
Yeah I like a little danger now
Oh can you lead me that way.
How to see in color
I can't stand your monochrome
Yeah I like a little danger now
Oh can you lead me that way.
Here i have no future
Here I'll never change
What's the point of playing when you feel like you're deranged?
Trapped by the monotony
Taking all my fun
Here it goes away, here it goes away.
Life keeps shooting past me, I wanna hitch a ride.
I'm sad when I come over, well hell at least I tried.
Hoping for a reason, a reason that I leave.
Just hope that you come with me, just hope that you come with me.
How to see in color
I can't stand your monochrome
Yeah I like a little danger now
Oh can you lead me that way.
How to see in color
I can't stand your monochrome
Yeah I like a little danger now
Oh can you lead me that way.
One Two
One Two Three Four
I'm going crazy here and I just can't stand it.
That I'll never become more than what I am in this moment.
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7. |
Out on a Limb
04:04
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I have a confession to make
I have fallen for an idea.
The kitchen counter, my stare at the sink
I keep whispering why the fear?
And as people, we do not sink if we never leave our piers.
Where we can grow old and all of us are
separated by the ocean here.
Because we could be much more than
the sum of us alone
And I dream a lot,
that fate will give us a chance.
Yet all I can do
is hope you won't reflect the advance
of my tiny wooden soldiers that walk
to you.
The closer a come gets to the Earth
the hotter it glows.
My heart's bright and have our eyes met
when I'm in your ebb and flow?
Here she is putting her wish out on a limb.
She's already been hurt once, but she...
Still tries again.
Because we could be much more than
the sum of us alone
And I dream a lot,
that fate will give us a chance.
Yet all I can do
is hope you won't reflect the advance
of my tiny wooden soldiers that walk
to you.
My heart is laying out.
It's all battered and torn.
It takes much more time to repair,
and try again!
Oh why? Oh why?
Oh why? Oh why?
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8. |
Love Lottery
05:54
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Oh I can’t speak
There’s a ball in my throat.
Hurt’s got a grip around my heart.
Rejection lays on my chest
And I’m breathing in too hard
Was I a fool for fantasizing
Some kind of dream without realizing
That it could all be wishful thinking?
Sister tell me I’ll be okay.
That the pain will go away and I won’t be afraid to try all over again.
What did you say to me when I was younger?
Did you tell me love could kill the heart?
What did you say to me when I was younger?
Did you tell me love didn’t always start
The way that I saw it in my head.
Chances are fleeting.
We cross then we pass.
I decided to hold on before you left my grasp.
It’s already enough to make the leap.
But then comes the lottery.
I hope it favors me.
If I told you I’d love you whenever
Would you turn and leave me forever?
The break and the mending, the patching the bearing
Of this sincere heart
I could close for a while
And you would ask me why I’m being so cold to you.
What did you say to me when I was younger?
Did you tell me love could kill the heart?
What did you say to me when I was younger?
Did you tell me love didn’t always start
The way that I saw it in my head.
You hit me hard. Left a hole where I used to be full.
Why won’t you look at me the way you look at him?
I won’t change myself, but I wish myself was enough.
Counting all the reasons why I thought you were saying more.
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Peter Bec Fullerton, California
A 21 year old queer gamer kid who makes music on the side. Lives in the OC in california.
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